Not traditionally into d/s dynamics except where it intersects with:
Force feeding
Humiliation
Psychological manipulation to associate food and pleasure to rewire me into a shame and lust fueled eating machine that only needs to be forced when I'm getting too full
The way dom/sub stuff turns me on is in the specific case of the aspect being relegated to the power dynamic of me losing mobility and being helpless. Specifically I have no say in how fat I get - I'm clearly a thing to be used and I don't even need my value degraded or to be objectified in a depersonalized sense.
If anything, I want personal tailored psychological manipulation. To be clearly prized and talked about like I'm a person not an object.. but that my desires still don't matter in the face of the overwhelming need and inevitability of them turning me into a human balloon of fat.
I want to be teased and praised, worshipped for my phyicality but also reduced to it but still with the sense that my individuality is present it's just not important compared to my role as their pet project blimp.
The acknowledgement that I am a person but it still doesn't matter because their desire for my impossibly fat future is just obviously more important.
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